Thursday, March 19, 2009


I guess this is the desperate part of the desperate house-mom life. I am home alone, as feels typical in this moment. I did not eat supper because there was nothing here that I could stand the thought of eating. I feel a bit barfy...hormones? Maybe. I am watching tv that I am not interested in while surfing sites that I'm bored of at the moment, but I don't want to go to bed because I feel like I didn't get to do anything enjoyable today. I fought with Cody to get him to go to bed tonight to the point where I was almost driven to tears. Perhaps there is no point in me staying up any longer. Nothing I am doing seems to be alleviating my boredom and it is getting to be depressing.

The good part of my evening has been that my baby has been kicking me quite vigorously, and quite frequently at that. At least that reminds me that I am not totally alone.

I guess I might as well sign off. I am hot from having this laptop on my legs all evening, and I am annoyed because I am hot. I apologize for the dull posts today.

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