Saturday, June 27, 2009

Venting...

I am so angry right now that I should not be doing this. I am on hold for Walmart (which I have fondly nick-named Mall Wart) for reasons that I would rather not explain in here. I don't remember the last time I felt this angry. It's not because I am on hold with Walmart, my least favorite store this week. But, I was already seriously steamed when I made this call, and now being on hold for a snippy employee, listening to seriously the most annoying country music imaginable for obscene lengths of time. It is not improving my mood.

Finally my call is over. My kids have finally gone to sleep. I'm thinking of changing my title from "stay-at-home-mom" to "home-alone-mom". I am WAY too pregnant to be dealing with these boys by myself anymore. I have no patience, I am in pain, and my emotions are jagged and raw. I am hungry too, which is not helping either. I did not have time to feed myself supper tonight. I might just pop some popcorn and eat that. If I had energy, I would bake cookies. I do not have energy. Bummer. I'm so hungry.

One nice thing is that it has cooled off outside and I have the windows open and there is a very pleasant breeze circulating in this house. This whole week is supposed to be somewhat moderate for temperatures, so that is a huge relief to me.

All right, I just popped a big bowl of hot, buttery popcorn. Too bad my TV is not working. This would be the ideal time to watch a movie. Maybe I'll pop in a DVD in my laptop or something. I am really not happy this evening. I guess I don't have anything more to say tonight. Sorry for the negativity. I think I'm at the end of my rope here. Oh, but I will mention that the baby is once again very active, so my worries the other day have subsided somewhat. I still look forward to meeting this one and seeing him/her safe and sound in my arms. I'm off for now.

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