Thursday, June 3, 2010

Very bad day.

This has been a bad day. I mean, it started out well with a nice play date in the morning, but then all hell broke loose and I am feeling more desperate than ever before. I want to run away so badly, but I have nowhere to run. It is pouring rain. I was so upset this afternoon I was shaking, and I just don't know how to make things better. I don't want to report on the details of the day. I have to sign off for now. If my evening is decent I may add to this. If not, no sense in doing a really negative post. I'll try again tomorrow. I hope it will be better.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

I am so sorry Cheryl. I have had more days like that than I can count. Well, today is Friday so I hope it's been better since then. Hope you get to sleep in this weekend, and that you get to go on a date with your husband, just the two of you. I feel the hard day with you. My day at home with the kids was challenging, but the best part was when my 3 year old threw the biggest fit I have ever seen and my first thought was, hey it's normal. If Cheryl's amazing fun little guys have fits from time to time, then this is concidered normal. I put him in his room untill the screaming stopped then a bit later it was over. Before I read your blog I would feel so guilty and angry with myself when Zeke and Neo threw fits, not any more thanks to you and sharing that boys throw fits, its normal. That is probably the highlight of my day, that one little victory. I hope you feel better girl, and if I could I would make you a chocolate fudge cake and babysit your kids for you, but I am too far away so I am sending you the thought of a chocolate fudge cake and a hug.

Love,
candy

CAT said...

Thanks so much for your encouragement. I survived today, and it had some bad moments but all in all it was much better than yesterday. Even still, I opted out of Cody's soccer tonight and sent Mike instead. He will be bringing back ice cream, so that will be my chocolate fudge cake for the night! Hehe. I wish you lived closer too. It would be fun to see what all six of them would do together!

candy said...

Shooooooooot, I would love to see all our boys together. I brought them over to Heidi's once and Monique was over with her kids, and that was hoot. Your family gatherings must be crazy fun. Well, it is such a pleasure to talk to you because like I have said before, your honesty and vulnerability is admirable. I struggle contantly to get out how I really feel, and reading your posts encourage me not to fear how I really feel. Have a good one!
Candy